Angels Calling // My Dad

(album: Angelic Hoodrat - 2020)

[Angels Calling]

Talking high, mumbling
It's me trying to tell you how I feel (Oh)
Call denied
Dropped again, but I
I keep trying, keep trying
Keep trying, keep trying
Wireless
Please pick up the phone when you see angels calling
You see angels calling, it's okay, keep calling me
Please pick up the phone when you see angels calling
You see angels calling, it's okay, keep call

I know you not gon' check on me 'til the check on me
The way that you flexed on me had effects on me
I really finessed, when I got hit in the chest
In the hospital, I bled slowly with all of my friends posted
You ain't even call, you barely involved
You arrogant, non-caring and non-barring
I bury myself in my thoughts
Try addressing them all, and I make a mess of it all
They come out best in a song (Song)
Everyone knows I'm at my best when alone
I wish they was wrong
I distance myself from everyone helping me
Don't message me, let me evolve
You asking too many questions, let me recharge
I can say it when facing you, but I was thinking
You'd understand it better when playing it, I ain't playing you
If it offended you hitting you, know I ain't plan to
But if it caused you to leave, you was probably meant to
My dawgs that ride for me in darker times finna get all the shine Niggas was starving, they ain't give us a bargain
They just thought we was barking loud
Now I'm in charge of shit, I gotta charge 'em now
Ain't no more drama now, I know my mama proud
Give her my heart until the day that my heart give out (Yuh)
No wonder no one's around, you wasn't one to dial
I see you calling now, I'm not the one to dial

Talking high, mumbling
It's me trying to tell you how I feel
Call denied
Dropped again, but I
I keep trying, keep trying
Keep trying, keep trying
Wireless
Please pick up the phone when you see angels calling
You see angels calling, it's okay, keep calling me
Please pick up the phone when you see angels calling
You see angels calling, it's okay, keep calling me

[My Dad]

Hey, Dave, what's going on, man? This is, uh, KJ's father
I just wanted to talk to his number that I have
Tell him to call his dad, um, let him know that, um, I love him
And I'm proud of him and I'm trying to hook up and meet somewhere
Tell him I have work Monday, so that I'll try to be Sunday afternoon
If not, uh, twenty-fifth is the most important date that he need to put down
And tell him to call me back, uh, this his father
Later

Seems as if these dreams of riches
Keep specifically convincing me to get it
Wings to lift the leaps I've leapt
Have reached the width from east to left with ease
No effort needed, yet the easy steps don't please me
Death between the wealth and me have kept me speedy
Blinking left my thinking
Thinking death will meet me when I least expect the meeting
One million, ten million, hundred million, just a billion
Don't be greedy
Just to build a home for needy ones
Since no one built a home for me and
My dad, my dad, my dad
Did a whole lot of shit that was bad
Just to rent a home to sleep in, uh

(Oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh)