Left Of Me

(album: Country Boy's Paradise - 2011)

If I go back home alone tonight
Two blue pills another bottle
Lord and I don't need to chase her
Now that you're gone
You know that's the only thing that's left of me
There's so many pictures you didn't have to burn
So much love that I didn't even earn
Oh get drunk boy
That's the only thing that's left for me
(Left for me, left for me)

I just let her go let her leave
Tear wiped away with the end of a sleeve
So much pain so much grief
All she had do it in just one week
But I miss her anyway
Could've had her best friend any day
As I pulled away in my Chevrolet
Thinking to myself it's a hell of a day
I washed my hands I'm checking out
I think it through without a doubt
Told her that I want her out
Guess she staying at her momma's house
All these things I do for spite
Got a love chalked up to foolish pride
But it's OK it's alright
Have another beer and call it a night

If I go back home alone tonight
Two blue pills another bottle
Lord and I don't need to chase her
Now that you're gone
You know that's the only thing that's left of me
There's so many pictures you didn't have to burn
So much love that I didn't even earn
Oh get drunk boy
That's the only thing that's left for me
(Left for me, left for me)

Get a lil' bit restless sometimes
I get my drink on too
Something inside me lights up a wildfire
I take a pill or two
You start to wander all through my mind
I gotta step around the corner
Just to dry my eyes yeah
90 proof bottle sitting on my bedside
Goodnight lil' lady hope you had a good time
But this ain't the way it's supposed to be

If I go back home alone tonight
Two blue pills another bottle
Lord and I don't need to chase her
Now that you're gone
You know that's the only thing that's left of me
There's so many pictures you didn't have to burn
So much love that I didn't even earn
Oh get drunk boy
That's the only thing that's left for me
(Left for me, left for me)

And as a sad song plays on
Same ol' story of a broken home
Sitting here drunk and stoned
By myself, broke and alone
Let's just say I called you up
To see how you are, say what's up
Ask you what you doing tonight
Say hey lil' lady won't you stop on by
But I know that'll never happen
So I'ma keep drinking and keep on yapping
On how we were long time ago
How we fell apart, how we grew so cold
Have a couple of cold Lights
Laugh about our old fights
Reminisce on the old times
Girl it's feeling so right

If I go back home alone tonight
Two blue pills another bottle
Then I don't need to chase her
Now that you're gone
You know that's the only thing that's left of me
There's so many pictures you didn't have to burn
So much love that I didn't even earn
Oh get drunk boy
That's the only thing that's left for me
(Left for me, left for me)