Foster Fuck

(album: Dead Kid - 2014)

He was a foster kid from Pittsburgh
His depression was frequent
I mean what kinda people wanna open their homes to some fucking juvenile delinquent
He couldn't hold a job
Barely went to school
He was the best xanax connection
There was never a time that he didn't come through
Fucked like 13 girls by age 15
Eventually dropped outta high school
Became the prescription drug king
And it's uh, pretty hard to maintain a reputation with the crew that he was new in
Introduced to uppers, and there was nothing his foster parents could do then

I wanna take you to a new place
I wanna see how much you bleed

I've got this taste on my lips soaking into me
I dug this hole, let me show you my enemy
12 inches deep, eternal sleep, my soul beside you
No tears were shed, they went looking but they'll never find you

He was trying to prove himself to all of his stupid friends
It had gotten to the point where violence was become a fatal trend
I was at the wrong place at the wrong time
Could have just stayed home and been fine
Could have slept that night with a clear mind
But that fucker tried
I had said some things that he didn't like
Exchanged some words then I got on my bike
Rode away to avoid a fight
Tried to save this shitty night
He chased me down
Said "it'll only be worse if I don't stop, if I just stop we'll talk this out"
And that was where my pity drowned

I wanna take you to a new place
I wanna see how much you bleed

I've got this taste on my lips soaking into me
I dug this hole, let me show you my enemy
12 inches deep, eternal sleep, my soul beside you
No tears were shed, they went looking but they'll never find you

Pulled a knife from his pocket and took a step in my direction
I was shocked to see that I'd be become a candidate
His first selection
Time moved so fast I can still remember I'd somehow gotten him on the ground
He was screaming words and making sounds I'd never heard
Put 14 holes in his stomach and chest
Buried him quickly and made a mess
It was getting dark and I must confess it was my best work
I'm the scum of the earth
Thriving on thoughts cus I know you were meant to be heard
At the end of the night it's these voices I fight and a lesson I've learned

I've got this taste on my lips soaking into me
I dug this hole, let me show you my enemy
12 inches deep, eternal sleep, my soul beside you
No tears were shed, they went looking but they'll never find you