Need To Change

(album: Dynamite - 2016)

It's five thirty three
I'm awake and my bed is all covered in sweat
I can't sleep
And there's blood on my sheets
Yeah she likes it rough
But I don't think that she likes the things that I love
I need more
Than she wants to give. No-o-o

I know, yeah I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head
I can't break
I know, yeah I know you want me to change

I stopped blaming me
Now I blame God for my ways that you see
I'm a slave
To my self loathing brain
Never thought I'd see a girl like you in this place
Where men are like dogs, and the girls dread the chase
I can tell
You're just numbing the pain

I know, yeah I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head
I can't break
I know, yeah I know you want me to change

I know, yeah I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways
It's a shame
I know, yeah I know that I need to change

I just needed a fix
Guess my timing was right
You had just joined the mix
I was sold
And I needed a taste
Didn't have to put a lot of work into this girl
She saw my contentions and gave me world
I'm in love
But I will fuck this up

I know, yeah I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head
I can't break
I know, yeah I know you want me to change
I know, yeah I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways
It's a shame
I know, yeah I know that I need to change
I know that I need to

Why are you crying
I'm not like your last man I don't give a damn
Why're you still trying
Run back to him now
I'm sure he'll understand

I know, yeah I know you want me to change
But I'm fucked in the head
I can't break
I know, yeah I know you want me to change
I know, yeah I know you want me to change
But I'm stuck in my ways
It's a shame
I know, yeah I know that I need to change