Sleeping In The Benz

(album: Withdrawals - 2019)

Say it's not convincing
Say I'm such a fraud
Come back for the nightcap
I'm sleeping on the floor
Tell my friends I messed up
I won't do this again
Nah fuck that I missed them
I'm sleeping in the Benz

Pulling the liquor right back from the cabinet
I don't need nothing I just wanna have it
Too many days not at home had me draining
And I'm overdue for this, thank you for patience

Yeah it's 2AM, true things start spilling from me
Prove things, so moods change, ain't ready for it
You pray, you pray I'll level with you
You mistake, you mistake me for a better man

Say it's not convincing
Say I'm such a fraud
Come back for the nightcap
I'm sleeping on the floor
Tell my friends I messed up
I won't do this again
Nah fuck that I missed them
I'm sleeping in the Benz

Been sitting tight, been moving slow
'Cause I think I might got doors to close
She said I'm gone, I said I'm here
But the bottle screams and I disappear

I've been a fuck and I've been a friend
Been sabotaged, don't recommend
Wanted flesh but I hit the bone
You wanted blood but just blood alone

She's down in the kitchen and there's mirrors on the floor
And I'm just outright feeling I ain't got this anymore
So who is gonna take all of this guilt and all this shame
I've got this fucking feeling that this shit's gonna come my way

Say it's not convincing
Say I'm such a fraud
Come back for the nightcap
I'm sleeping on the floor
Tell my friends I messed up
I won't do this again
Nah fuck that I missed them
I'm sleeping in the Benz

You ain't gotta say no
I'm a villain to the city
But tonight I got the antidote

You ain't gotta say no
I can see it in their face
They're smiling [?]

You ain't gotta say no
You ain't gotta say no