Kill Me

(album: Frontal Lobe Submission - 2021)

I know I gave up things
And even fucked up dreams
But you've been here and I ain't ready to change
'Cause when the weight I pull
Begins to tear my rope
I know you'll carry me the rest of the way

You've left me bruised and scathed
I love the mess we made
Even the things we try to hide every day
It's like I fall so short
But you just still want more
So I will give until you take everything

I don't think that I will ever get enough
(Of this!)

So kill me, I won't even feel it if you're with me
All that I can say is it's the worst I've had
But I'm falling deeper, yeah, I'm falling deeper in it

I woke to bloody hands
Another mark on me
You left me vacant and I'm starting to think
That if I sold my soul
And gave you all control
I think I've paid with all this struggle for peace

I gave it one last chance
To let my sickness pass
I ran a mile just to fall to your feet
So take my everything
Just let my last word sing
So they can see I'm not worth remembering

So kill me, I won't even feel it if you're with me
All that I can say is it's the worst I've had
But I'm falling deeper, yeah, I'm falling deeper in it

I'm saying "oh, oh, it's the worst thing I've ever had"
I'm saying "oh, oh, it's the worst thing I've ever had"

Pacing, all alone
Chase me, I'm below
Crave me, from the soul
Or none at all

Pacing, all alone
Chase me, I'm below
Crave me, from the soul
Or none at all
(Ah!)

So kill me, I won't even feel it if you're with me
All that I can say is it's the worst I've had
But I'm falling deeper, yeah, I'm falling deeper in it

So kill me, I won't even feel it if you're with me
All that I can say is it's the worst I've had
But I'm falling deeper yeah, I'm falling deeper in it

Pacing, all alone
Chase me, I'm below
Crave me, from the soul
Or none at all

Take care of fucking yourself
You fucking idiot