ACT III: Quid Pro Quo

(album: I May Be An Actress, But I Can't Fake How I Feel - 2023)

I've been doing this for too long
I've seen too many things
Tried to push away the bitterness
Tried to forgive every sting

But it's getting a little too hard
I'm getting jaded as I grow
If we're all just trying our best
Why are we so alone

I don't know what's worse
Those who only call for favors
Or those you stopped taking my calls
I know it just hurts when they only want one thing
Or think that I'm nothing at all

It's my job as a commodity
To make people understand
But I'm so sick and tired
Of being reduced to a brand

Thought I'd be okay
To make my own way
No one's gonna do it for me

But I can't pretend
That I'm not
Fucking lonely

Cause I am
So alone
They only want one thing
When they're on the phone

I do it too
It feels like shit
Quid pro quo's
Not a friendship

No it's not
But it's all that we're taught