This Time Last Year

(album: I May Be An Actress, But I Can't Fake How I Feel - 2023)

This time last year you would've been at your best friend's wedding
I couldn't make it because of work
This time last year I would'a called you while you got ready
The thought of you in that suit still hurts (still hurts)

And I know you know that it killed me I wasn't there for you (for you)
But saying it out loud right now just sounds like a bad excuse (excuse)

Cause now all that's left is memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over I'd be over you
We always speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over (I'd be over you)
I'd be over you

You said this year you would'a asked that big famous question
We both know that I would've told you yes
And now this year I feel I'm dying cause I haven't said I'm fine to your heart of a world
And I am a mess

And I hope you know that it kills me I haven't talked to you (oh oh)
To you

Cause now all that's left is memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over I'd be over you
We always speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over I'd be over you

What if I what if I hold on
What if I said I was so wrong
Tell me saying sorry leads you home
Cause now all that's left is what I can't forget
The funny thing with time is that it moves on

Even when you don't know
How to go from being a plus one
To being alone

Cause now all that's left
Memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over
I'd be over you

Cause now all that's left is memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over I'd be over you
We always speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over I'd be over you

What if I what if I hold on
What if I said I was so wrong
Tell me saying sorry leads you home
Cause now all that's left is what I can't forget
The funny thing with time is that it moves on

Even when you don't