Don't Say It

(album: Near Life Experience Part One - 2021)

Maybe I should've known
But I was so high on false hope
Yeah, I took what you threw
Wasn't much but it's still you
And the whole night, I fell
Beg for no sleep in this hotel
But now it's so clear
You just tell me what I want to hear

I lost myself in you and now I'm stuck beneath the surface
Wonder if you came to mess my head up on purpose
Are you here to love me?
Are you really here to hurt me now?

Oh, I want to believe it
Don't say it if you don't really mean it
No, bye, give me the real shit
Don't say it if you don't really mean it

I, I cry
I know the sign
You're not mine
Are you?

It's a beautiful place
To be honest and afraid
When you don't keep me safe
I'm a sad girl and my world breaks

I lost myself in you and now I'm stuck beneath the surface
Wonder if you came to mess my head up on purpose
Are you here to love me? Are you really here to hurt me now?

Oh, I want to believe it
Don't say it if you don't really mean it
No, bye, give me the real shit
Don't say it if you don't really mean it

I, I cry
I know the sign
You're not mine
Are you?

Don't say it if you, don't say it if you
Don't say it if you don't really, don't really

Oh, I want to believe it
Don't say it if you don't really mean it
No, bye, give me the real shit (Give me something real)
Don't say it if you don't really mean it (Oh no)

Oh, I want to believe it
Don't say it if you don't really mean it
No, bye, give me the real shit (Give me something real)
Don't say it if you don't really mean it

I, I cry
I know the sign
You're not mine
Are you?