For Now

(album: Motherwell - 2020)

My first week back at school
I went to the hospital
Because my spine was inflamed

My family made the drive
At 1 o'clock at night
To bring me home again

A couple of months went by
I would often cry
Told my parents when I stopped avoiding calls

They surprised me then
Said they would drive again
If I needed nothing more than to feel like I was small

So I'll stay for now
''Cause I'm tired out
But there's something 'bout the snow

I guess I'll stay for now
Just 'til I make it out
Until I say that I no longer want to go

I asked my friend last night
If he wouldn't mind
Driving an hour outside of town

He came to pick me up
Didn't make me talk at all
Dropped me off, said goodnight, and turned around

So I'll stay for now
''Cause I'm tired out
But there's something 'bout the snow

I guess I'll stay for now
Just 'til I make it out
Until I say that I no longer wanna go

I don't wanna go
Though I can't see it
I don't wanna go
Repeat 'til I believe it

So I'll stay for now
'Cause I'm tired out
But there's something 'bout the snow

I guess I'll stay for now
Just 'til I make it out
Until I say that I no longer want to go