To Me

(album: To Learn - 2023)

If you said "speak", then I'd spill
If you said "stop", I'd be still
If you jump, then I jump
Down their throat and I go for the kill

When you say "leave", I run
You said, "Forgive me", I said, "You did nothing wrong"
'Cause when you lie, then I lie
On your back while you sleep to the sound of a gun

And I know that you know what I mean
So at what point of you knowing
Are you just controlling me?
If I'd do anything for you, that means
You know you could do anything to me

You love to watch me dance
Reshaping till you like me again
But the eggshells all break and thin ice always caves
And you just shake your head

You put a picture up
And it didn't feel like love
Just a reminder of contractual debt and luck

And I know that you know what I mean
So at what point of you knowing
Are you just controlling me?
If I'd do anything for you, that means
You know you could do anything

Do you know how humiliating it can be?
To beg for forgiveness that you shouldn't need?
I begged for forgiveness that I didn't need
I begged for forgiveness that I didn't need
I begged for forgiveness that I didn't need
I begged for forgiveness