Ketamine Jesus

(album: Control My Sanity - 2021)

It's been a few years
I'm only seeing it now
We had a long run
You were never around

I kept my distance
But your persistence was key
I'm all alone now, I'm finally free

I kind of want to watch you burn just a bit
Another lesson learned, but what do I get?

Watch me in the glass house
Throw your stones and lash out
Burn after reading and cover up all your feelings
The lies roll off of your tongue
My head is spinning, I'm spun
Hang me to dry and just get out of my fucking life

Careless and broken, just like you know that you are
Keep me brain-dead, help me forget
That I'm upset by your charm
I'm not caring about what used to be
I've blocked everything out of my memory
Ignorance is bliss

I can't forget our history
Don't come back to me
I chose to leave when you weren't a part of me
And now I thrive off your misery

I've fell for worse
But you insisted on heartache
I can't reverse
What you failed to have started

Careless and broken, just like you know that you are
Keep me brain-dead, help me forget
That I'm upset by your charm
I'm not caring about what used to be
I've blocked everything out of my memory
Ignorance is bliss