COMFORT IN DISCOMFORT

(album: SWAMP - 2020)

I did it again
I did the thing that I'm not supposed to do again
I did that shit again
All over again
I did that shit that I'm not supposed to do all over again
Again
I did that shit again
I thought I was done with this shit, but I did that shit again
Didn't I do this already? (Didn't he do that already?)
Didn't you ask that already?

Huh, yeah
Alright
Yeah

Holy shit, motherfucker
Fuck this, fuck this shit, I don't give a fuck
You a bitch, you're a misfit
Cannot see the difference, cannot see the difference
All I see is distance (Huh)
Why you tweeting at the top of your lungs?
If you think the internet is real, then you might need a ball snipping
Nigga, y'all tripping with your lifestyles, first of all (Guess I need my testicles cut off)
Look, I'm on drugs so I'm not one to talk
But we don't own our crops at all
Throw your come and fall into the bin
Where does it go? I don't know
Garbage eatin, shit, talking shit
Flinging monkey bitch, you make me sick, I make me sick
Honestly, I want to love, I want to hate
I masturbate and what is the point
Of hiding the facts of what I enjoy?
What would it impact?
All of these secrets are slowly destroying us
Right from the top, to the bottom, from Simon to Soddom
I swear we don't wanna be great, we drown in the swamp
Sometimes I question humanity
Honestly, even my sanity
Monkey inside of the canopy
I am a motherfucking ape
Some of my friends have abandoned me
Fuck what you blame on me, branding me
Bitch, I got blood in my veins and my aim is shit
I didn't plan to be great

Mm, mm, mm
Yeah
This song is called "COMFORT IN DISCOMFORT"
Yeah (Yeah), uh

Every day I wake up, go to school
Doesn't matter what I think is cool (Uh)
Every day I wake up, smoke weed
Doesn't matter what you think I need (Uh, uh)
Every day I login online
Cannot act like everything is fine
Everybody sad, I like a fatter ass that be sure to burn into your mind
Ow, huh, and I can take it, uh
I can fake it until I make it (Everyday), huh
You gotta tighten up, keep that spine straight, huh
And if you want it, you standing up in that line
Wait for nobody, life ain't so cuddly
I ain't your buddy, motherfucker
I can take it, shake it, like a Mexican maraca
You ain't balling if you ain't even rocking what you talking 'bout, ow

Yeah, huh, yeah, huh, yeah
Ayy
Yeah, yeah
Hahaha

Huh, huh, huh
Yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah)
Yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah)
Yeah (Huh), yeah (Huh), yeah (Huh), yeah (Huh)
Yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah, yeah, yeah

Every single human being acting a fool
And there ain't nothing here to fix because I am not a tool
And for the one time, take a shit on your jewels
Go get a gun fight, but do not shoot up a school
They are virtual reality and we are trapped in the simulation, actually
I whacked a gat but I will not take a crack at me
Impact the masses like it's aggravated battery (Yeah)
Every single human being acting a fool
And there ain't nothing here to fix because I am not a tool
And for the one time, take a shit on your jewels
Go get a gun fight, but do not shoot up a school
They are virtual reality and we are trapped in the simulation, actually
I whacked a gat but I will not take a crack at me
Impact the masses like it's aggravated battery (Yeah)

Just dropped out of school, hope my mom ain't mad at me
Bullies used to call me a faggot, this what a faggot be
Bullies used to call me a sand nigga
I'd rather be a sand nigga than be you (Yeah)

That's right
Huh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Move, huh
If you get legs, then move, huh
Reptilian, lay eggs, I move, huh
I'm stepping on they heads, right through, huh
If you got two legs, then move, huh

I thought that the swamp already drained
But it got caught up in my brain
In my brain, in my, in my
Mind polluted with thoughts of all this pain
I wanna hurt all the people
Don't treat me like people, I'm keeping it simple
And plain
Bitch, I've been through hell
Bitch, I've been through hell, huh
Bitch, I've been through hell, huh
Bitch, I've been through hell, huh (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Huh, huh
I am sick and tired of living in fear, are you sick and tired of living in fear?
I am sick and tired of living in fear, I'm not gonna do that shit anymore
I'm not gonna listen to them, I'm not gonna do what they say
I'm not gonna do what they want me to do
I'm not gonna do what they want me to do

Move, huh
If you get legs, then move, huh
Reptilian, lay eggs, I move, huh
I'm stepping on they heads, right through, huh
If you got two legs, then move, huh

Move, move
Woah, move (Move)
You know, for a long time, I was a really introverted person and I really didn't do a whole lot, uh, with myself 'cause I was scared of change
I was scared of like trying something and failing and having people, like, not like it and I lived my whole life up until pretty recently in fear that someone would disapprove of what I'm doing
But that is so fucking gay...
So I ate a whole lot of schedule one drugs and I just fucking realized that that's complete bullshit
It's total bullshit, like it's, it's, it's... thinking about shit that you have no control over and obsessing over having as much control over that shit as possible is fucking pointless
Live your life to the fullest, live your life so that every moment is appreciated, no matter how hard, no matter how abysmal
Know that after this is done, you will be with me and I will be with you and everything will be with everything because we are all made from the same things and we will all go back to the same place
We will all one day physically be in the exact same position again, ready to start the universe again together, that's what I believe
So, you don't have to fucking believe that at all, but fucking, I don't know, I'm just fucking talking about shit at this point
I hope, I hope you feel better if you felt bad
And if you didn't feel bad, I hope you still feel good
Alright, I'm done talking
This is the only song that I'ma do this on, I promise