Stressed

(album: Bivrost - 2020)

Feel so stressed, I remember when
I used to know that I had everything and I was blessed
Now I'm counting checks and I'm breaking bread
But it's like I froze from all the blood I've seen and bled

I had nothing but I felt like I had everything
Like a magnet pulled it to me, I got everything
Fast sports car, made the money rain
Got a cold heart and a lotta pain
Fuck the government, when I was small they weren't there
When I needed them the most they seemed to disappear
Fucked me up in school, said I had depression
I was failing every class but now I've learnt my lessons
I said, "Fuck you all" and went to find my own way
Started making music, saw a vision of my real fate
And now I'm self-made

So now they come collecting taxes like I owe them something
Bitch ass hoes
They don't know pain and gain
They put us in pain so they can gain
So fuck you
Fuck taxes
They take us for fools
Lil happy can't stand this shit, yeah
They never gave us shit, yeah

My mother's sick, some days she can't even move
She can barely see us kids 'cause her energy low
They denied her health insurance like a big fuck you
You can work for them your whole life but when you need 'em you're screwed
So why the fuck they taking half my money they never gave back
Not now, not in the future, never did in my past
And now my mom gotta work
But she so tired it hurts
I put my pain in a verse
But I guess shit could be worse, yeah

It's a big scam
What a fucking joke
Fuck the system
Fuck the law enforcements, yeah
It's Lil Happy Lil Sad
I'm tired of this shit
So fuck you