Wherever U Are

So many times I'm reminiscing bout the story we share
What you saw in me lil baby I just can't understand
You were the beauty I'm the beast we stayed up long nights and laughed
Watching movies talking life we had soda and snacks
We knew each other so well could read your mind like a book
Sometimes I wanna take it back reclaim the time that it took
Cause my mistakes would hurt so bad so many times your head shook
And now when nightime come around I still remember the look

That u gave me
Everytime I fucked up
Like u hate me
And u were all given up
I'd say stay with me
And we knew love kept us stuck
We were all out of luck
Young and broken like us

Time passes life goes on and I'm just living to learn
So many fuck ups in the past so many times I have hurt
I used to feel so hated but I used to be loved
Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard
Breaking us apart left a scar in my heart
Swore to never show it but forgetting you was hard
Wrote to you in songs knew one day I'd make it far
My heart will always search for you wherever you are

It struck like lightning from a clear sky when I realized it's over
It had been a couple months since you last saw me sober
I'm happy now your bravery convinced you to leave
Cause I've been cleaning up my act becoming better ever since
I have so many thanks to give you for the years that we spent
Thanking god for the guidance down the path that we went
And I'll never forget, from the moment we met
You showed me life could be something more than pain and regrets

Now we don't talk any longer
And it's been a couple years
I jus can't help but wonder
What it'd be like to have you here

Time passes life goes on and I'm just living to learn
So many fuck ups in the past so many times I have hurt
I used to feel so hated but I used to be loved
Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard
Breaking us apart left a scar in my heart
Swore to never show it but forgetting you was hard
Wrote to you in songs knew one day I'd make it far
My heart will always search for you wherever you are

Time passes life goes on and I'm just living to learn
So many fuck ups in the past so many times I have hurt
I used to feel so hated but I used to be loved
Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard
Breaking us apart left a scar in my heart
Swore to never show it but forgetting you was hard
Wrote to you in songs knew one day I'd make it far
My heart will always search for you wherever you are