Special

(album: Evergreen Wildchild 2 - 2020)

Special I just want you to know you're special
I'm just waiting on God to bless you having dreams with my granny nigga
Fuck what they saying lil nigga
Go hard for the family

They telling me I came too far to ever think bout going back
Like wait a minute stop right there look where you at
It's only one of you, you can't help everybody and that's a fact
Just stay to yourself and keep on running up them racks
Well ok I'm cool with that and you can't hold no gun round me if you ain't no fool with that
And you can't hit this blunt if you ain't help create the pack
I'ma say I love you cause I really love you just don't say it back
Cause I been hurt before by something I loved in the past

Soon as you put your trust in a nigga they do you bad
Ain't leading the race but I ain't in last
With Baby Tay if I ain't in class
Everything I smoke that shit be gas
Aye bout no hoe I ain't going out sad
Steady speaking on me that don't make me mad I'll just put shorty on your ass
And once he smashed that's when the bag gone just get his ass on
I ain't talk to her since she blocked my last phone I heard she moved on
Every since then I been trying to find somebody I can do wrong
But I can do bad all by myself I don't need no bitch I don't need no help
Double the racks I need more belts
New choppa for lil one cause he gone step
I be worried for em cause he like Steph pull up and shoot from anywhere
They hop out on women and baby they saw us outside too but they wouldn't dare
But it's ok we ain't playing fair cause you can't breathe without no air

You gone change on me do it fast
It's ok I'm cool with your decision
I been by my lonely for a minute social distancing
Before the pandemic hit
Like why they call me on some give me shit like give me that and give me this
Same ones ain't never gave me shit I don't get it
I'm numb I don't feel it teacher asked me why my notebook say no pity
Cause when I leave this school house baby that's how I'm living
Hop on the bus back to the trenches aye I got love for all these niggas
They screaming gang it ain't the same whatever you wanna call it nigga
Even with my flaws I never showed a flaw I'm raw
Never let them see you sweat what I was taught gotta love by that without a doubt
Bitch I did all this without a scout still tryna fuck a nigga spouse
Still tryna send 7.62's in his house for running his mouth

They telling me I came too far to ever think bout going back
Like wait a minute stop right there look where you at
It's only one of you, you can't help everybody and that's a fact
Just stay to yourself and keep on running up them racks
Well ok I'm cool with that and you can't hold no gun round me if you ain't no fool with that
And you can't hit this blunt if you ain't help create the pack
I'ma say I love you cause I really love you just don't say it back
Cause I been hurt before by something I loved in the past