Stop Going M.I.A

(album: Half Man, Half Vamp - 2023)

I'll put my life on the line
Then I turn around and put that same life in my rhymes
I try controlling my emotions, can't put my pride to the side
Certain ones I preached forever with ended up not surviving
And those were my savages
I'll never have what we had again
Let me switch the topic before I'm sad again
Fuck, I done made my fans mad again
Fuck around and disappear one hundred times this year

I know it might seem strange
But I can't handle no fame
I see more money, more problems, more pain
Thought I made it out but it's the same old thing
Losing every one close to you, don't it fuck with you?
Look around see who stuck with you
And realize ain't no love in them
I wish it all could be so simple
Physically, emotionally, it all fuck with my mental
Can't let 'em round too close, I built a wall around my temple

Can't let 'em near me no more
They can't hear me, they ain't tryna hear me
Doctor trying the best she can I hope these drugs don't take me first
Tryna get 'em to understand but I can't seem to make it work

No, it ain't easy, not saying it's hard neither
When you've been left scarred I guess that lead you to scarred people
'Cause she don't have a heart and I don't have a heart neither
Can't blame you for having your guard up
Ain't never had shit but tough luck and hard love
There he go again, The Amazing Mr. Fuck Up
Here they go with their opinions, please shut the fuck up
I'm almost at the finish, I'm trying not to give it up

But I can't handle no fame
I see more money, more problems, more pain
Thought I made it out but it's the same old thing
Losing every one close to you, don't it fuck with you?
Look around see who stuck with you and realize ain't no love in them
I wish it all could be so simple
Physically, emotionally, it all fuck with my mental
Can't let 'em round too close, I built a wall around my temple

Can't let 'em near me no more
They can't hear me, they ain't trying to hear me