Paranoia

(album: Alone - 2017)

Yeah, yeah
Yeah
They come around me, they come around me
I don't every doubt it, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, yeah, yeah

Paranoia (paranoia), yeah yeah
I can't never be there for ya, yeah yeah
But I'ma pull up on ya, yeah yeah
Just to show you that I love ya
I walk outside, throw my hands to the sky (to the sky)
Let my heart spill, I know you can hear my cries (hear my cries)
Demons in my eyes, seen them hiding in disguise (in disguise)
Yeah, paranoia for my life, yeah yeah

I walk outside
I just caught the wave, seen attention in their eyes
Flying like an owl, I stay confident and wise
Smoking all the time just to hide my bad side
Mama said that she gon'-gon' pray for me, but I know how that goes
I spent too much time around fake niggas and fake hoes
I feel like time flies when your life's on a tightrope
I see my problems and think I got the antidote
And yes I'm still faded
I wish I could make it but I ruined my relations
People think I'm playing when I tell 'em I'm the greatest
So much on my mind, it's hard for me to even say it

'Cause I, wear my heart on my sleeve
Four grams in my leaf, blessed up like I sneezed
They don't know what I know and I know I believe
So I'ma go'n recieve, everything that I need, but my

Paranoia (paranoia), yeah yeah
I can't never be there for ya, yeah yeah
But I'ma pull up on ya, yeah yeah
Just to show you that I love ya
I walk outside, throw my hands to the sky (to the sky)
Let my heart spill, I know you can hear my cries (hear my cries)
Demons in my eyes, seen them hiding in disguise (in disguise)
Yeah, paranoia for my life, yeah yeah

I'm counting all my blessings
Praying every second as I fall in deep depression
And lately I been gone, feeling like I'm second guessing
Everything I worked for, is that even in the question
And I know they act like they care but they all show fake love
I need to get high so point me to the plug
I need a strong buzz so give me the right drug
I feel like nobody in that I'm good enough, huff
I had to make some changes
Wake up every morning mad because I haven't made it
See my family stressing out, I'm working hard to change it
Go and get the stainless, take a shot until I'm painless

'Cause I, wear my heart on my sleeve
Four grams in my leaf, blessed up like I sneezed
They don't know what I know and I know I believe
So I'ma go'n recieve, everything that I need, but my

Paranoia (paranoia), yeah yeah
I can't never be there for ya, yeah yeah
But I'ma pull up on ya, yeah yeah
Just to show you that I love ya
I walk outside, throw my hands to the sky (to the sky)
Let my heart spill, I know you can hear my cries (hear my cries)
Demons in my eyes, seen them hiding in disguise (in disguise)
Yeah, paranoia for my life, yeah yeah