Deadline

(album: Under Your Spell - 2023)

Smoking cigarettes
In a foreign car
I don't have regrets
I love all my scars
I can feel it in my chest
I'm gonna die next
Baby, say less
Don't even waste your breathe

Feel like I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm a god, they should have put me in the Bible
Ask me how I'm doing, I say fine though
I hope you know that I was lying though

When you try to break my heart
It won't work, it's been broken from the start
Acting like you got something to say to me
The words are empty they just get in the way
I know lately you been drowning red wine
Try to act surprised then fall apart at the deadline
I can tell you really wanna be next to me
Air plane mode on my phone when your texting me

Put me out of my misery
Night descends but I cannot sleep
Blood hunger is felt on my teeth
Pictures of the past now torn to pieces

I don't think love is a real thing
Everyday I wake up feel like somethings missing
I thought you were my soulmate
But you're so fake
Back inside my old ways
Call me by my old name
I was in the back and the music was so loud
Sometimes I wanna run away back to my hometown
Living so fast I don't know how to slow down
How to slow down
How to slow down

Always fall apart
At the deadline
Always on my timeline
Yeah, I'm wasting time
There's something I've been meaning to tell you
I'm always making plans everytime but they fell through
I've been wasting all my time on the borderline
Yeah, that's my favorite pass time
Wasting time with you
You know I do

Put me out of my misery
Night descends but I cannot sleep
Blood hunger is felt on my teeth
Pictures of the past now torn to pieces
So cold, feels freezing
It's the time of the night creatures
Blade hurts less than my being
Stab me in the hear with a sharp silver