Different

(album: Paranoia - 2021)

2AM, windows down, driving on the 405
Only got two hours left till I catch my flight
If I disappear would they call my name at my gate?
Why do my reckless decisions happen this late?
4AM, windows down, I'm not coming home tonight

Thinking don't be scared
Don't you cry
Everything will be alright

But if it's still
Not enough
Can somebody just

Take me where the headlights go
I'm so fucking lost here
Just wanna be not here

Take me where stars don't show
It can get a lot here
Shining all alone

I just wanna be someone different than me sometimes
I just, I just, I just
I just wanna be someone different than me sometimes
I just, I just, I just

Always feeling guilty so I need somewhere to put the pain
Poison in my mouth 'cause it's better than the words I say
Am I just a burden or is it certain? Don't know
This isn't working but I keep digging this hole
If I try hard enough maybe I'll forget my name

Thinking don't be scared
Don't you cry
Everything will be alright

But if it's still
Not enough
Can somebody just

Take me where the headlights go
I'm so fucking lost here
Just wanna be not here

Take me where stars don't show
It can get a lot here
Shining all alone

I just wanna be someone different than me sometimes
I just, I just, I just
I just wanna be someone different than me sometimes
I just, I just, I just

Don't be scared
Don't you cry
Everything will be alright

But if it's still
Not enough
Can somebody just