Bloodshot / New Love

(album: Being Empty : Being Filled - 2018)

Darling you, so bloodshot and new. What a view, all torn down and true.
Darling you, so bloodshot and new. All of you, torn down so torn down and true.

Drunk on the church steps again, this time it's for real, broken head in my hands.
Sweetness, you're all bloodshot and new all of you torn down, so broken down.
I can't say for sure if it's just in my mind, but there are cracks everywhere it's what it feels like inside of me.

Darling you, so bloodshot and new. All of you, so torn down so torn down and true
Darling you, all bloodshot and new. What a view, all torn down all torn down.
And if love never dies, we're alive. We're alive somewhere too.

Drunk near these new graves I bet. Dug to make it easy for us all to get in.
When you get this I'll be gone. I'll be out living forever in my wrongs.
Staring at the walls move the cracks in the ceiling. I can hear you inside, but I don't belong to me.
If I can remember the tension, and all the ways to safety. I think we'll fit together in time.
You're all I ever wanted was your life. All I ever wanted was your life.

When I dream about us in the future. We are not alone.
All I've ever wanted was you and your life, and to make a home together.
I'm not long or much for this world. The field corn grows and then it goes.
I didn't want to live yesterday, but here I am. There's still more maps to make.
You're all I ever wanted.

Drunk again, that's no way to begin, I keep trying to hold on with open hands.
Unhooking my thoughts from whats been dragging it around.
It's too much to keep, everything that I've found, and how could I? every thought I have and why?
All I ever wanted was your life. You're all I ever wanted was your life. You're all I ever wanted.