I Am Not In Love Anymore

(album: The Colder Months - 2014)

I can feel it creeping up, though it lies heavy in my chest
And, in the space between your words it sits restless, hoping to get its chance to say it
It listens closely to your words, and it aches, oh it hurts
To tell you things that are hard to let out, but even harder to hold onto

I wanna hold it back, I wanna save you dear from the truth that will set me free
But, I can't save you by lying, can't fill the empty space with pretty words, just to make you happy
This is not what I wanna say, oh, but it's what you need to hear
I am not in love anymore

In the blankets, in the sheets, I can feel your arms around me
And, in the quiet I can feel your promises breathing down my spice
And, my only wish is to say the same to you
But, I am not in love anymore

I wanna hold it back, I wanna save you dear from the truth that will set me free
But, I can't save you by lying, can't fill the empty space with pretty words, just to make you happy
This is not what I wanna say, oh, but it's what you need to hear
I am not in love anymore

I tried to hold it back, I wanted to save you dear, but the truth had to set me free
I couldn't save you by lying, couldn't fill the empty space with pretty words it wasn't making me happy
This is not what I wanna say, oh, but it's what you need to hear
I am not in love anymore, at least not with you