Still

(album: Not Waving, But Drowning - 2019)

Saying I'm lost
Still
Wondering my cost
Still
Hit me then I bruise, cus I got nothing to lose, I could tell you that it's just as real
Yeah, I'm saying I'm lost
Still
Wondering my cost
Still
Cus I got nothing to lose, if you hit me then I bruise, I could tell you that its just as real

Yeah, uh, I doubt myself don't doubt me
Worry that you're better off without me
Uh, its like there's sutting that surround me, the ADHD best and worst thing about me
Uh, I wonder if you ever found me
Trust, coconut kisses surround me
Uh, would I stand saying proudly, that cash rule is ruining everything around me

I'm lost
Still
Wondering my cost
Still
Cus I got nothing to lose , if you hit me then I bruise, I could tell you that its just as real
I'm saying I'm lost
Still
Wondering my cost
Still
If you hit me then I bruise, cus I got nothing to lose, I could tell you that its justice, real

Uh
I'm still looking for the answers
Uh
Tryna find the right questions
Uh
Still waiting for my fathers
Uh
But can't break him into sections
Uh, still wishing I could sharpen
Still drink the juice from the carton
Still need the truth when I ask em
Still hit the booth, when its dark and I'm loose, stealing fruit from the garden
Im lost
I still see him in my dreams
Still wishes easy as it seems
Still tryna act like its alright try and say theres only something in my eye still grab my mum and misses then I cry
Yo I still try not to lie
Still lie
Still trying not to cry
Still cry
Cus it's still going on outside in my mind, stiff lines, the mad kind uhhh

I'm saying that I'm lost
Still
Wondering my cost
Still
Cus I got nothing to lose, if you hit me then I bruise, I could tell you that its just as real
I'm saying I'm lost
Still
Wondering my cost
Still
Cus I got nothing to lose, if you hit me then I bruise, I could tell you that its just as real

I'm saying I'm lost
Still
Wondering my cost
Still
Hit me then I bruise, cus I got nothing to lose I could tell you that it's just as real
I'm saying I'm lost
Still
Wondering my cost
Still
Hit me then I bruise, hit me then I bruise, hit me then I bruise, still
Uh