Back On My Bullshit

(album: Halloween Mixtape - 2021)

[Magnolia Park:]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, I'm back on my bullshit, doing all my old tricks
Calling out on my shit, searching for my next fix
Lord, I was growing, all my love was showing
Foolish me for thinking I won't fall back and slip
Alone in my room tonight, staring at the ceiling lights
Running round in my head hoping that we can stay in bed
I have so many questions, never looked for answers
Self absorbed confessions got me losing who I am

I don't care, I don't care, I hate everything
I don't care, I don't care about anything
Don't tell me to try, I'll just say goodbye
You'll never be able to convince me

This is the last time that I put up a fight
I'm feeling crushed, pushed down, and locked up
I'm done trying, not used to refining
If it's broken, just leave it alone

[Jake Hill:]
I've hung my head, I'm sick of wasting breath
I've come to realize life is only chasing death
And when I close my eyes, it's only racing thoughts
The little hope I have is probably all I've got
It's been a long way down
Climb from the bottom, I can't find my way out
And don't you try to save me now
I know all I've been is such a fucking let down

[Magnolia Park:]
I don't care, I don't care, I hate everything
I don't care, I don't care about anything
Don't tell me to try, I'll just say goodbye
You'll never be able to convince me

This is the last time that I put up a fight
I'm feeling crushed, pushed down, and locked up
I'm done trying, not used to refining
If it's broken, just leave it alone

Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah (Yeah, I'm back on my bullshit)
Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah (Yeah, I'm back on my bullshit)
Yeah, I'm back on my bullshit, doing all my old tricks
Calling out on my shit, searching for my next fix
Lord, I was growing, all my love was showing
Foolish me for thinking I won't fall back and slip
I won't fall back and slip