10 For 10

(album: Halloween Mixtape - 2021)

Lost another perfect day
I know I'll never feel the same
This mental poison in my veins
Feels like I'm insane

Where did everything go wrong
Can we put my life on pause
Master of self-sabotage
Screaming but the pain goes on and on

I
Love it when you hate it
Why am I'm so complicated
Your feeling ten for ten
I'm just stuck here feeling dead
I
Love it when you hate it
Why am I so complicated
It was a lose lose from the start
Stitch by stitch I'm ripped apart

Another day
Another breakdown
My bank account
Got me stressed out
I'm not okay
My car just broke down
Why can't shit ever just work out
I lost the person I used to be
I'm a walking catastrophe
Got me begging on my knees
Somebody
Just fucking kill me

Where did everything go wrong
Can we put my life on pause
Master of self-sabotage
Screaming but the pain goes on and on

I
Love it when you hate it
Why am I'm so complicated
Your feeling ten for ten
I'm just stuck here feeling dead
I
Love it when you hate it
Why am I so complicated
It was a lose lose from the start
Stitch by stitch I'm ripped apart

Another day
Another breakdown
My bank account
Got me stressed out
I'm not okay
My car just broke down
Why can't shit ever just work out
I lost the person I used to be
I'm a walking catastrophe
Got me begging on my knees
Somebody