How Could You

You knew this was toxic for me
You knew I was bad at running
You knew I would roll my sleeves and
Pick up every mess

You knew I'd be sad and lonely
You knew I ain't have nobody
You knew we ain't make no money
I screamed at you like

How could you leave me here?
Surrounded by all my fears
Drowning in all my tears
How could you leave me here?

How could you leave me there?
I was so unprepared
You knew that I was scared
Of losing you but you didn't care
You didn't care

Yeah
Left me with your problems
Left me with my momma
To deal with all this gossip
While you was unresponsive
You left me at that school
Where niggas tried to kill me
So we had to move
Nobody know the real me
You left me fighting for my life all by myself
While I was praising who you made I disengaged with what I felt
And made no space for no one else
Disintegrated mental health
You shoulda stayed, you could've changed
I'm yelling

How could you leave me here?
Surrounded by all my fears
Drowning in all my tears
How could you leave me here?
How could you leave me there?
I was so unprepared
You knew that I was scared
Of losing you but you didn't care
You didn't care

I saw you leaving into the shadows
Left me with heartbreak and no one to follow
For generations into the gallows
Let me be empty, broken and hollow
Spent so many years being angry
Looking at these photos leave me heavy
Fell so many times, you didn't catch me
Now I'm saying

How could you leave me here?
Surrounded by all my fears
Drowning in all my tears
How could you leave me here?
How could you leave me there?
I was so unprepared
You knew that I was scared
Of losing you but you didn't care
You didn't care