Save Myself

(album: Ashlyn - 2021)

God damn
Hindsight 2020
Poured rain
All over my sunny
Someday
This will all be funny

We were
Cocaine
Playing milk and honey
Dysfunctional
I was a junkie
Someday
This will all be funny

I know everything worked out the way it's meant to be
But honestly

If I had the chance
I would take it back
Jumping off your sinking ship
'Stead of going down with it

One day I'll be good
Right now I'm just mad
Over being so mature
If only I was never yours

I could have
Saved myself
Time and lots of money
Could've saved myself
I shouldn't blame myself
I kinda saw it coming
Could've saved myself
From you

Red flags
Tended to ignore them
White flag
Never sent it soaring
So hard to forget it
In the morning, oh

I know everything worked out the way it's meant to be
But honestly

If I had the chance
I would take it back
Jumping off your sinking ship
'Stead of going down with it

One day I'll be good
Right now I'm just mad
Over being so mature
If only I was never yours

I could have
Saved myself
Time and lots of money
Could've saved myself

I shouldn't blame myself
I kinda saw it coming
Could've saved myself
From you
Save myself

I could have saved myself
From wasting half my twenties
Saved myself
From you

I could have
Saved myself
Time and lots of money
Could've saved myself

I shouldn't blame myself
I kinda saw it coming
Could've saved myself
From you