I Just Don't Care That Much

(album: Bank On The Funeral - 2019)

My teeth are rotting away
I've leathered all my skin
And my blood is getting thin
And my whole fucking character's changed

I don't know who I used to be
But it certainly isn't me
And the more and more I drink
I am afraid

That I'm just killing myself
Got me fearing for my health
I'm scared that hell is just a place on Earth
And I pray to god I leave before
Satan pours another drink

I'm just living like a man
I'm just living like a man on fire
I just don't care that much
I'm just living like a man
I'm just living like a man on fire
I just don't care that much

Combustible, confused, and free
I no longer see that coast
That I always used to see
And I think it drifted far from me

Why am I talking to a ghost
That I've never even seen
When I haven't even heard you speak?

You said the months go by so quick
Maybe you're just full of shit
You're never last, I'm sorry I just said that
Maybe life was just a bet
That I lost to drugs and cigarettes

I'm just living like a man
I'm just living like a man on fire
I just don't care that much
I'm just living like a man
I'm just living like a man on fire
I just don't care that much

In my mind
I will wander that way
Till I see
The fire escape

My teeth are rotting away
I've leathered all my skin
And my blood is getting thin

I'm just living like a man
I'm just living like a man on fire
I just don't care that much
I'm just living like a man
I'm just living like a man on fire
I just don't care that much