IDGAF

(album: I WENT TO HELL AND BACK - 2022)

Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fuck

My mind's been where no mind should go
Where heartbeat ends, where blood runs cold
'Cause I'm a lost cause, too far gone
I'm a time bomb
(I'm so sick and tired of losing)

You can't forget what you can't let go
And you'll never miss what you'll never know
Bury me in the back of your mind
I'll be fine, I'll be fine

Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fuck
Another bullshit line, I ask if I'm alright
I say that something's gotta give before I give the fuck up

Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fuck
Another bullshit line, I ask if I'm alright
I say that something's gotta give before I give the fuck up

Got a heavy heart, gonna sink like stone
Save my last breath, c'mon take me home
'Cause I'm anthrax, I'm a car crash
I'm a time bomb
(I feel like the world is forgetting about me)

You can't forget what you can't let go
And you'll never miss what you'll never know
Bury me in the back of your mind
I'll be fine, I'll be fine

Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fuck
Another bullshit line, I ask if I'm alright
I say that something's gotta give before I give the fuck up
(Give the fuck up)

(Give the fuck up)
So long, I'm gone
(Give the fuck up)
So long, I'm gone

Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fuck

Close my eyes and cross my fingers I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die, but really don't give a fuck
Another bullshit line, I ask if I'm alright
I say that something's gotta give before I give the fuck up
(Give the fuck up)

So long, I'm gone
(Give the fuck up)
So long, I'm gone