Solitary

(album: Red Walls - 2015)

People are temporary
They come and go like the seasons
And then they hurt you
And you're stuck in a pit
Of loneliness
With notes and photographs
From the past
Reminding you of what they did
When all you gave was commitment
But it doesn't matter, does it?

It's always just me
When everybody ups and leaves
I put my heart out on my sleeve
I'm alone, but no I can't stop breathing
Push until I think I've lost all meaning
I keep
Believing in false hope and deceit
How could I stand on broken feet?
I must be just solitary

I lie awake at night wondering what I did wrong
Why did it go wrong?
But I must go on
Because it's not the end of the world
There's an empty feeling in my chest like a void ready to consume
Everything I love
I must let go of my grudge

It's always just me
When everybody ups and leaves
I put my heart out on my sleeve
I'm alone, but no I can't stop breathing
Push until I think I've lost all meaning
I keep
Believing in false hope and deceit
How could I stand on broken feet?
I must be just solitary

I can't keep trusting people
When all they do is lie
I've tried to run away from who I am inside
But it doesn't fucking work
I can't believe I've let this happen again
I guess I'm not as strong as I wish I'd be

It's always just me
When everybody ups and leaves
I put my heart out on my sleeve
I'm alone, but no I can't stop breathing
Push until I think I've lost all meaning
I keep
Believing in false hope and deceit
How could I stand on broken feet?
I must be just solitary

I can't keep trusting people
When all they do is lie
I've tried to run away from who I am inside
But it doesn't fucking work
I can't believe I've let this happen again
I guess I'm not as strong as I wish I'd be