things will change

(album: shine__space - 2023)

I don't wanna lose you, I miss talking to you
And feeling so happy we got you back
I was relieved, you seemed so
Happy and healthy, things were back on track

I watch all your progress, I blink and you lost it
I wish I could stop this
Now we're back to square one, you hit rock bottom
I've tried everything to get through

To make you understand
How much I care
I wish I was there
You're hurting me too

I feel sick to my stomach
Knowing how much I want this
To all go away, if I find the right thing to say
You'll get better, things will change

I hate feeling helpless, I don't recognize you
The painful nostalgia of watching you
Change, change, change
While I drift away, way, way

I wanna repeat it all and say
I'll keep you safe
Now we're back to square one
You hit rock bottom
I've tried everything
To get through

To make you understand
How much I care
I wish I was there
You're hurting me too

I feel sick to my stomach
Knowing how much I want this
To all go away, if I find the right thing to say
You'll get better, things will change
You'll get better, things will change