Holograms

These thoughts are like holograms
When I drift away
This time I'll be honest
If you promise to stay
And I'll wait, I'll wait for you
I would help you but my lungs are turning black too

Now the only place where I feel safe
Is deep within my head
I tried to help myself
But wasted my time again
And I've been slowly
Feeling less and less
Like myself
I suspect its just the drugs
But I really can't tell

These thoughts are like holograms
When I drift away
This time I'll be honest
If you promise to stay
And I'll wait, I'll wait for you
I would help you but my lungs are turning black too

My stomack is turning
My vision is black
Looking at my phone
Waiting for you to come back

Somebody help me realize
What it means
When you say goodbye
Is this the end?
I waited for so long
Not even friends
Guess I'm going solo
I'll give it my best
But I'm not good at it yet
Lying awake
10 hours, still in my bed

These thoughts are like holograms
When I drift away
This time I'll be honest
If you promise to stay
And I'll wait, I'll wait for you
I would help you but my lungs are turning black too

These thoughts are like holograms
When I drift away
This time I'll be honest
If you promise to stay
And I'll wait, I'll wait for you
I would help you but my lungs are turning black too