Phantom Pains

Okay, okay, let's get this straight
I'm good for nothing
That count for something?
I'm overloaded with phantom pains
It's curtain call cause after all
The pain was fake and I'm still aching
A life of loses, I'm forsaken

It's a catch-22
Yeah, but that's nothing new
A paradox of feeling lost in a box
I've been clawing at these walls
I watched my dreams die

Phantom pains
I feel like I've gone insane
No more games
Yeah, now it's all or nothing

This place is dead my mind is made up
I'm the architect of my own dismay

(Can't believe me I'm deceiving
I speak with my demons
Can't believe me I'm deceiving
I speak with my demons)

You can't believe me I'm deceiving
I speak with my demons
You can't believe me I'm deceiving
I speak with my demons

I am one
The bastard son
These twisted tongues
I've wrestled the truth from

Phantom pain
It'll never be the same
Can't fall asleep
It seems like a week
I give up
I am the bad guy
Can't catch a break guy
Got stitches in my eyes though

This place is dead my mind is made up
I'm the architect of my own dismay
Trapped and I can't get out

Yeah, you don't know me
Yeah yeah, around and around I go
I guess I lose control
Just a little more venom in my veins
Just to blow out my brains
Feeling light
Say goodnight
Rage induced, pull the noose
Cut it loose, true abuse
Scared to lose
Damn
Phantom pains call my name
I'm just no one

You can't believe me I'm deceiving
I speak with my demons
You can't believe me I'm deceiving
I speak with my demons

I am one
The bastard son
These twisted tongues
I've wrestled the truth from

Phantom pain
It'll never be the same
Can't fall asleep
It seems like a week
I give up
I am the bad guy
Can't catch a break guy
Got stitches in my eyes though

Okay, okay, let's get this straight
I'm good for nothing
That count for something?
I'm overloaded with phantom pains
It's curtain call cause after all
The pain was fake and I'm still aching
A life of loses, I'm forsaken

(Phantom pains call my name
I felt hurt all the same
Can't believe me I'm deceiving
I speak with my demons
No redeeming qualities
Now aren't you fucking proud of me?
I failed in life
And now I'm stuck in vicious cycles)