I'm Alive

(álbum: The South Got Something To Say - 2019)

My life is a roller-coaster of emotions
Home is with you, when without you I feel like I'm homeless, hopeless
Don't miss out on my love
Holding grudges never got me nowhere, so I let it all go
If I can't love myself, how the fuck do I love someone else?"
But I know I want you
Never been the one to beat around the bush
So do you want me too?
Everyday closer to my casket
Time wasted waiting, debating on you but saving my breath
Communicating late nights when I'm up pacing back and forth
Baby you don't wanna be mine?
Then, why you calling me all the time?
Playing with my mind, taking advantage knowing that I'm fragile
Well-spoken, but I'm broken
Hoping you would not leave my heart frozen
Feel like I'm close to exploding
Floating through the rivers in the oceans 'till I'm gone

I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never loving myself, yuh, yuh
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothing inside
Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh
I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never loving myself, yuh, yuh
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothing inside
Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh

I can't have no artificial love
I need that real, genuine love above anything
Baby you fucking with a trust fund
Baby fuck boy ain't never been through a thang
And I, felt pain that I never wanted to feel
And I, seen thangs I ain't never wanted to see
And I just want someone to want me to be me
Balls deep in a bitch like
I got what you need, baby leave it to me
You'll see what I mean when you give me the time
Mind corrupted from a past
I get into it knowing it won't last
But I'm co-dependent
Baby Bone can't be alone
Panic attacks at home so where do I go now
The lone wolf left his comfort zone
And opened up the door for whores to let it run its course
Of course I know love is torture
Never been known to do what I'm supposed to
So I left it all
Invested all my time in you
Before I knew if it was mutual
Please don't give me a reason to leave, I need ya, ya
And I know I can't keep up with ya
Guess I really gotta give up on ya, yuh, yuh

I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never loving myself, yuh, yuh
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothing inside
Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh
I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never loving myself, yuh, yuh
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothing inside
Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh

I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never loving myself, yuh, yuh
I'ma ride with my baby girl nina tucked under my belt
You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothing inside
Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
Let her get high, let her get all of me, yuh