Knife In Me

Got some niggas that been gone, they in the grave now
Seem like we was just playing on the playground
And I can lose my mind any day now
They shot my nigga from behind, they left him face down (yeah)
Tweaking in them streets them niggas damn near took my life from me
Lost my brotha Dooski, that shit just don't sit right with me
How the fuck they let that go down when you was right with me
Seeing my brotha on the ground feel like they put a knife in me

I gotta ride for bro cause I know he a ride for me
These niggas lie the most but I won't let 'em lie to me
And if I die today please don't try to cry for me
I know that they fake plotting but you gotta see
When they killed my brotha Scrapp felt like [?] nigga
You can look into my eyes and see the blood in 'em
Momma told me that the streets ain't got no love in it
But it get deeper when your whole life you grew up with 'em
Sometimes I want to go back to to the old me
Seen so much shit in these streets boy they showed me
Be the 10 year niggas that you see that ain't yo homies
That's why when you see me I'm by my lonely
Lost my nigga BayBay fucked my head up
I learn't these niggas seem to hate when you get your bread up
But ever since that day it ain't no let ups
It's some shit I can't escape that got me fed up

Got some niggas that been gone, they in the grave now
Seem like we was just playing on the playground
And I can lose my mind any day now
They shot my nigga from behind, they left him face down (yeah)
Tweaking in them streets them niggas damn near took my life from me
Lost my brotha Dooski, that shit just don't sit right with me
How the fuck they let that go down when you was right with me
Seeing my brotha on the ground feel like they put a knife in me

That just made me want to get close to my family
Sometimes I ask myself is this the way it gotta be
I might not be an angel but at least I try to be
But it's up to you to open your eyes, you just gotta see
Pray for sunny days but it's rain in the sky
I see my momma and I see the pain in her eyes
Working double shifts just to make sure we get by
Don't tell me bout no pain if you ain't let it slide
I thought that the streets was supposed to love us
But why they [?] kill my brothas
All this shit I been through in the gutta
He won't be there to survive the war zone
I done witnessed niggas up and change on me
All of a sudden you been acting strange on me
We was 10 year niggas you was my main homie
I won't let the reaper get a gain on me

Got some niggas that been gone, they in the grave now
Seem like we was just playing on the playground
And I can lose my mind any day now
They shot my nigga from behind, they left him face down (yeah)
Tweaking in them streets them niggas damn near took my life from me
Lost my brotha Dooski, that shit just don't sit right with me
How the fuck they let that go down when you was right with me
Seeing my brotha on the ground feel like they put a knife in me