Legendary

I wanna die legendary
Was never meant to be ordinary
The thought of it all is sort of scary
Knowing one day, someday I'll be buried
Cause I can't accept it
Cause I've been rejected
I've been put down and disrespected
Told my confessions to studio sessions
I never found somebody
That I could connect with
Yo, fuck me right
I can do anything right
Went through the battle
But I won that fight
Sick of the competition making me feel like
I was never good enough
But all my life I'ma rip and prove
That I'm through with second place
Because I'ma take first
I don't know what's worse
Blessed with a curse
And it's been a minute
Since I have been to church
Though I feel like I'm unimportant
I know that I have a purpose
Rather or not that I feel like I'm not worth it
I'm sure not perfect
And I'm sure perfection is just a reflection
Of how you interpret; it
And I'm nervous but on the surface
You can see that I'm confident
And I'm dominant and I'm certain, bitch
If they think a rapper's better than I
They never heard of Sik
I'm the illest to spit it
They didn't wanna listen
Keep on pretending I didn't rip it
You've been diminished I'm rippin
You must consider your career finished
I'm the sickest theorist
It's making them admit it
The second they start hearing it
One day I'ma die and I'm nearing it
I won't accept that unless I'm a legend
And I know that you hear me bitch

Don't like this life I'm promised
Don't like this life I live
This is my only moment
I know that this is it
I wanted this forever
I'm still surviving barely
I scream but they don't hear me
I can't die ordinary
I wanna die legendary

And I'm back again
Never was meant for a normal life
I said I was not meant for a normal life
I said it twice
So that way I don't forget it
If I settled for a nine to five
And I pay the bills with
The rhymes on mind
I decided to think of
Before I get on the mic
Lonely nights, these unfair fights
I lost my friends and made some new ones
But I'm still doing alright
I am not a human being
Stood away from the druggy group of teens
Didn't follow the typical routine
Of a highschooler
Who developed the habits
Of go smoke and drink
I had hopes and dreams;
And I love my stoners
I just knew it wasn't meant for me
I had to pass when they puff puff pass the green
And I had to make that sacrifice
To get where I need to be
This is my passion and skill
If I don't become a rapper
Who the fuck will
Turned down the parties
Where thots would pop pills
Have my mom and dad proud
I gotta keep it real
And nobody feels how I feel
Whack ass rappers always get a deal
Radio rappers, who's next I gotta kill?
Your rhymes are silly
This city really doesn't fuck with you
Boy you ain't ill
And I'm standing tall
Even with the weight that I carry
I scream until they fucking hear me
I'm surviving barely
I do not fear death
And yes, I know the enemy varies
And I'll be known for centuries
Not temporary
Broke out of the Sanctuary
'Cause I won't be buried as ordinary
I'ma die legendary

Don't like this life I'm promised
Don't like this life I live
This is my only moment
I know that this is it
I wanted this forever
I'm still surviving barely
I scream but they don't hear me
I can't die ordinary
I wanna die legendary