everything hits me at once

I moved on
Couldn't be better
Happy and light as a feather
Yeah yeah
We're not together
And mostly I never remember

It's all in the past
When anyone asks
I tell 'em it's no big deal
Not everything lasts
It wasn't that bad
That's probably how she feels

I'm gonna forget her
There's always some pain with the pleasure
Yeah yeah
Plus we ended on good terms
So it could work
I won't ever say never

It happened so fast
I'm not really mad
That we couldn't make it work
Not everything lasts
It wasn't that bad
Yeah I didn't get too hurt

But when I get back to my room
And I shut the door

Everything hits me at once
I know you're not coming back to me

It's not enough
Just knowing this is how it has to be

Then when I'm laying alone in my bed
You play like a broken record in my head

When will it stop
I know that you're not coming back to me
And that's just how it has to be

Well hello
I sent the message
Haven't seen you in a minute
I'm talking with you
And everything's changed now
But for some reason nothing is different
It's you I have been missing
And I wanna say it
I know it's a bad idea
Yeah you let me go
I already know
But maybe I need to hear

How you did it
What's your secret
Was is it easy
Was it harder than trying to make it work
Was it awful
Did you hate it
Did you barely have to put it any work
Was it worth it
Would you do it again
Or would you not even consider it at all?

And everything hits me at once
I know you're not coming back to me

It's not enough
Just knowing this is how it has to be

Then when I'm laying alone in my bed
You play like a broken record in my head

When will it stop
I know that you're not coming back to me
And that's just how it has to be

And that's just how it has to be