Actually Happy

I think I'm actually happy
For the first time in a while
And honestly, it's kinda weird
I'm finally sleeping better
Remembering how to smile
And not wanting to disappear

For so long, I let you take me down
Been a year and six months now
But I think I finally figured out
How to fall back in love with myself

No, I don't need you to be me anymore
You've been taking up space, I don't know what for
No, I don't need you to be me anymore
No, I think I'm doing just fine

I, I
I, I (Hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm)
I, I
I, I think I'm doing just fine

Maybe it's just the weather
Or a 'getting older' thing
But I'm caring less what people think
I'm learning how to zoom out
How to slow down
Get out of my head and just breath

For so long, I let you run my life
Didn't know which decisions were mine
But I think I finally realize
Living for somebody is a waste of my time

No, I don't need you to be me anymore
You've been taking up space, I don't know what for
No, I don't need you to be me anymore
No, I think I'm doing just fine

I, I
I, I (Hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm)
I, I
I, I think I'm doing just fine

And it feels so good
Oh, I got a little off track
But I made it back
And it feels so good
Oh, yeah, after everything
I'm me again

And I'm actually happy, hm