4 Walls (from "Mood Muzik 3.5" mixtape)

[computer typing]

[Intro over Chorus]
See, me? I'm talking bout somethin called...something I like to call "it"
Ain't really got a name fro it
Only certain niggas suffer from this shit
Talking bout niggas that got like, niggas that got like a 6th sense
Sometimes you see shit that ain't there
Sometimes you hear shit ain't no body said nothing
Sometimes you think you somewhere and you really somewhere totally different
It's almost like you hallucinating
But you sober, you ain't high. No drugs and nothing like that
Sometimes you can BE high. Talking bout like, some paranoia or some shit

[Chorus]
Four walls, they surround me. Loneliness has found me
I'm waiting for you to return. Open the door, walk right on in
Darling let's start all over again

Look. I don't give a fuck again
Thoughts in my head, looking like a nigga stuck with them
Wishing it abruptly ends. But God woke him up again
Everything is seeming so unfair. So unclear
Trying to reach out no one's there
Four walls tell em go run where no one cares
Screaming this too shall pass
riding on fumes without gas, bills piling up without cash
Tryna maintain and outlast
Pray for me, keep telling niggas patiently wait for me
Keep tellin haters wait and see, I'm really tryna fill a vacancy
Been a long time it's taking me. Muhhfuckas keep mistaking me
Mistakenly, caging me. Niggas never had no faith in me
Just a few pennies from dead
I got no identity left, victim of idenity theft
Problems never knew, it's revenue. Keep blaming em it's never you
Keep telling baby girl I'm gonna leave and never do
Cause even when a nigga needs space, When you looking for a little leeway
Somebody puts it on replay, it's like it gets louder with each day
Pray

[Chorus]
Four walls, they surround me. Loneliness has found me
I'm waiting for you to return. Open the door, walk right on in
Darling let's start all over again

Look, look. I'm tryna keep it formal now. But the pressure's on him now
I'll go ahead and warn you now, I'm tryna come across as normal now
All my life, I've been called insane. Looked at as if I'm strange
Can't tame em. Can't blame em for looking at me as if I can't change
With that said still I'm a rise. Though I keep it still in lies
Go ahead reveal your disguise, maybe that'll kill the surprise
Sometimes I feel deprived. Starting when the guilt arrives
I noticed that the hills have eyes. When you on a heels of demise
And your man's on a ledge. Niggas tampering with my head
Hanging head in the Phantom. Phantom's in my head
Can't escape, figured I'd be a candidate
I ain't gotta upper-hand to date. Can't be fate
Must think that I can handle weight. See, I'm thinkin of mansions, lakes
I was thinking Mandalay. Thinking I'd expand my stay
That's just the chance I'll take
Bow to my knees so the crowd appease, put em in the mouth of the beast
Crazy they didn't make him out to be
I'm just trying to make it out at least. Please

[Refrain]

[Outro over Chorus]
See what I'm talkin bout, they ain't really got terms for shit I'm talkin 'bout
I know they just diagnosed me with this shit. Like a, like a early age or shit
I don't mean four walls literally, nothing like that
Four walls, I'm talking bout..
Ain't no windows. Ain't no sunlight. Ain't even a door
No locks, no nothing. Ain't getting outta that shit
You just try and get stuck
I'm talking bout four walls in ya head baby

I know a nigga like me
I been talking about a niggle like me for a long time
Fucked up out here
Can't even escape
We gon get em (haha)