It's Christmas And I Fucking Miss You

Deck the halls, the snowflakes fall
But I'm not feeling glad at all
It's Christmas and I fucking miss you

Last year we drank so much
We meant to open presents up
Then laughed so hard we couldn't breathe
And passed out on the couch asleep
With you it was festive
Now I'm alone it's manic depressive
Crying on the couch to "Elf" alone

So deck the halls, the snowflakes fall
But I'm not feeling glad at all
This holiday is not the same
Without you by my side
I'll still try to force a smile
Just hope I make it out alive
It's Christmas and I fucking miss you

Walking down the streets alone
Humming every single carol that I know
But I can't even sing in tune and
They all sound like shit without you
Don't know how I even sleep at night
Staring out at the Christmas lights
I should get drunk, we should call it
'Cause this whole year's been dog shit anyway

So deck the halls, the snowflakes fall
But I'm not feeling glad at all
This holiday is not the same
Without you by my side
I'll still try to force a smile
Just hope I make it out alive
It's Christmas and I fucking miss you

I don't wanna be a bummer
But maybe I'll see you next summer
If we stop fucking this up (ah-ah-ah-ah)
But if that seems optimistic
Maybe I'll see you next Christmas

So deck the halls, the snowflakes fall
But I'm not feeling glad at all
This holiday is not the same
Without you by my side
I'll still try to force a smile
Just hope I make it out alive
It's Christmas and I fucking miss you
It's Christmas and I fucking miss you
It's Christmas and I fucking miss you