i broke up with my gf yesterday

I broke up with my girlfriend yesterday
Told her that I needed time for myself, a break
Yeah, I'm sorry I just need to get my shit straight
Tough time for a heartache
Give her one kiss then I leave it, yeah
I don't got time for these feelings, yeah
Manifest I be up dreaming, yeah
Gotta push through, gotta reach it
Exercise all of my demons
Maybe in a year I'll be decent
I do not know if she'll see this, no
But if she does she'll know, yeah
That I'll be down like phoenix
That I'll be down like phoenix
That I'll be down like phoenix

I don't wanna ever be apart from you
But I don't wanna put you through what I go through
I know that I left you all alone confused
But if you hear this hear me out

And just breath in
Breath in
Baby just breathe in
Swear I'm never leaving
No, I'm never leaving

Breath in
Breath in
Baby just breathe in
Swear I'm never leaving
No, I'm never leaving

Tryna stay up in the night, keep it cold like ice
I don't need a break, I'mma take what's mine
Let it all flow (Or go?) for the dream I'm seeking
I don't give it a shit, it's (All my meanings?)
Follow my steps and my life on deck
When it's my time gonna fly like robins
Shed my blood for the ones I care about
Fill my cup to the rim I'm balling
I'm balling, balling, balling
I get the change, no chains on
Save this town with no.cape on
Far, I'll go, climbing higher up the hill
Confident, when they see me they'll get chills

I don't wanna ever be apart from you
But I don't wanna put you through what I go through
I know that I left you all alone confused
But if you hear this hear me out

And just breath in
Breath in
Baby just breathe in
Swear I'm never leaving
No, I'm never leaving

Breath in
Breath in
Baby just breathe in
Swear I'm never leaving
No, I'm never leaving