juno

Why's it always wrapped up in my head?
Dealing wit the demons in my bed
Never could I ever fall asleep
And everything I sing about is me
Running to a sky that is ocean blue
Learning how to live but it's not with you
Watch me spread my wings and fly away
I know you wanna leave but try to say

If I'm okay, then it's justified
If you're afraid, then just come inside
I'm not insane, please, just give me time
So tell your friends, you were never mine

I feel myself spilling back into my mind
Every time I tried to see you I just closed it up inside
Try to cry, shed a tear, it's crawling down upon my lip
I just wish that we could fix it, I just wish you gave a shit
Now every time I see your name pop up on my phone
I just gotta let it go 'cause I just know you feel alone
And I know it's hard to chase, but tell me, did you even try?
'Cause you ended it with me and you didn't tell me why, so

I just hate when you say I don't know myself
I can't recognize all our mental hell
I just know when you leave I'll go by myself
But I'm back in on my own, it's not how you felt