Hate Being Alone

(álbum: Chapter 3 - 2018)

I really wish that I could be there to tell you that I'm sorry
And hug your head into my chest so you can feel my heartbeat
And maybe after a couple of awkward stares
We could shoot the breeze genuinely and depart from there
But then again I know that I'm alone and there's a reason
But the silence is the hardest part of it I've had to breathe in
I stopped hanging with my friends soon as I got with you
And now it's sort of bittersweet that all I've really got is you
Make some way for the lonely man
See I was jaded already to love and we blew it, the only chance
You're probably right that I hate women
The snakes in 'em are way venomous
You could be anyone, that is a major mistake
Finish, I'm done, give it a few days
'Cause we're so fucking codependent
On each other that it soothes pain
So oblivious we're living where the noose hands
But hey, at least we're not alone tonight
What do you say?

You don't love me
You just hate being alone
You just hate being alone
You'd rather be unhappy
I don't love you
I just hate being alone
I just hate being alone
I'd rather be unhappy

You probably won't even get to listen
To the songs that I write for you, in light of our position
But I could sense that ever since you've gotten separated
From your husband and you went to me that you were captivated
It didn't take you very long at all to like me
Despite that I smoked ice in front of you
On the night we first kicked it
I was imperfection at its greatest, but it didn't matter to you
I was there and you would take it
Chatted all night with you and actually was nice to you
I never did imagine that I'd get to share my life with you
But it was good for me 'cause you were my disabler
But soon as tables got to turning you were my enabler
And there were so many moments I wanted out of it
The only conversation that we had is when we'd shout a bit
I think we liked it too, that's pretty fucked up
I feel like my blood's sucked, this isn't what love does

You don't love me
You just hate being alone
You just hate being alone
You'd rather be unhappy
I don't love you
I just hate being alone
I just hate being alone
I'd rather be unhappy

I hate it when you're there, I hate it when you're gone
I hate it that I had to turn this shit into a song
I never want to be with you again
Psyche, I'm only joking baby, you know that I love you to no end
Maybe we can find some common ground and work it out
On second thought, you need to get the fuck out of my house
So I can call you five minutes later, bring you back
You can kiss me and then flip your shit and then we can relax

You don't love me
You just hate being alone
You just hate being alone
You'd rather be unhappy
I don't love you
I just hate being alone
I just hate being alone
I'd rather be unhappy