Just Pretend

(álbum: Blue Toothbrush - 2011)

Humid night, I wake at 3, all wired
What's a girl to do if she's not tired?
Feeling ache, hunger low in my tummy
Mouth full of freckles sure sounds a-yummy
Getting hot and I'm feeling a little bit
What I would give for your salty inviting scent
I admit I am scared to be on my own
Though parents bragged I'm a kid who plays good alone
Crunch up my blankie, I put it between my knees
I curl my toes and I give it a good hard squeeze
I just pretend, just pretend, just pretend you're there
I just pretend, just pretend, just pretend you care
Turn to my tummy, I'm moving my hips around
I wanna scream but seems silly to make such sound
I just pretend, just pretend, I can taste your sweat
I just pretend, just pretend, you can hear my breath

Aha aha ha aha aha ha ha ha
Aha aha ha aha aha ha ha ha
Aha ah ha ah ha aha ha ha ha–

Boy you're real sorry that you didn't call or write
But baby boy it's a-a-a-alright
I miss kisses in the morning light
But having some fun learning to love myself tonight

Aha aha ha aha aha ha ha ha
Aha aha ha aha aha ha ha ha
Aha ah ha ah ha aha ha ha ha–

I hope you don't think it's dirty
To be so selfishly flirty
My body and brain have been reeling
From this unanswered sexual feeling
You never thought this girl could make such noise
I never thought I'd have such fun, no help from boys
You got me pinned up against these mirrored walls
It's in my head, I don't worry 'bout trips or falls
I just pretend, just pretend you can feel me shake
I just pretend, just pretend but this next part's not fake

Aha aha ha aha aha ha ha ha
Aha aha ha aha aha ha ha ha
Aha ah ha ah ha aha ha ha ha–

Aha aha ha aha aha ha ha ha
Aha aha ha aha aha ha ha ha
Aha ah ha ah ha aha ha ah ha ah ha ah ha ah ha ha ha