The Departure (Demo)

I, I guess I figured it out
By nightfall we'll have bleeded it out
And if you only knew me
This is my sequel to my dying movie

Oh how could I love you if I'm in love with something else
This chemical has got the best of me I swear

You're always on my mind, well
Give me something else I could have vain, obtain
Oh Lord, it's not the same I, stop the playing games
I never knew it that I thought you could
Oh Lord, I got no way out I never had
Now I'm praying for this OH!
YOU WANTED! ME!
FUCKING CHRIST!
NO

Watch me as I wave goodbye
You turned your back one to many fucking times
By nightfall I'll be signed

The drugs have got me overwhelmed

Snorting everything that I can see inside and not sleeping till that night
When you called it a nightmare
I never did it, change it,
I don't think you're playing games but I think it's all a shame
That my friends are all in
NO!
PLEASE!

Tell me now!
Please just let me go!
NO!
NO!

By nightfall
Watch the waves come crumbling in
It's a figure of speech yes!
I am here!
You are there
NO!
We are not alone
We are not alone
You stabbed me in my back!
One to many times
Now I'm just walking away and getting sad!
Please god!
Please savior!
You never mentioned, god!
Walk away!
Walk away from me!
And what I have created for myself!
I walk away home

I'm ready to go, I'm not ready to go