Hopeless

(I tried to cut you out girl
But you're still living in my head
Girl, I've been feeling hopeless
I wish I could forget)

I tried to cut you out girl
But you're still living in my head
Girl, I've been feeling hopeless
I wish I could forget
I tried to cut you out, girl
But you still wake up in my bed
Girl, I've been feeling hopeless
I wish I could forget

Yeah
I can't forget the way I used to feel
On the way to making millions while you making all my meals
You drove me to the studio when I ain't have a whip
You held me down when I barely paying all my bills
Look, we started as some youngins, we ain't know nothning
But had opinions running wild, couple Joe Buddens
Now you pull up to the show and see the rows flooded
I invite you to the telly but you won't come in
Damn, so I fill the void
I drink the bottle till it's hollow, why you feel annoyed?
I used to claim I was a man when I was still a boy
I did you dirty way too often and you still destroyed
Look, I'm just picking up the pieces to the puzzle
Now that shit is smooth and I don't wanna keep you in the struggle
Leaving me on read will always lead me to some trouble
Ever since I started to bubble I'm a dog without a muzzle, that's weird

I tried to cut you out girl
But you're still living in my head
Girl, I've been feeling hopeless
I wish I could forget
I tried to cut you out, girl
But you still wake up in my bed
Girl, I've been feeling hopeless
I wish I could forget

Girl, I can't deny that I cried for you
When I think about the times I lied to you
About the secrets and the pain that I hide from you
And my family still lives on then but how could I live on
When truly, I would die for you, I'd fight for you
And give every single day, every night for you
Yeah, I suffer from depression, aggression, obsession, not to mention
Lately it's taking all my attention not to [?]
But I can't tell, have you forgotten me, baby?
I been going through hell, yeah, only God can save me
I've been under your spell, you're hypnotic, maybe
Only time till we part like [?] crazy, yeah
I'm living, shaking as I wrote this
Heart breaking, but you already know this
No faking, you act like you don't know me
Yeah, I gave you my focus but you left me hopeless

I tried to cut you out girl
But you're still living in my head
Girl, I've been feeling hopeless
I wish I could forget
I tried to cut you out, girl
But you still wake up in my bed
Girl, I've been feeling hopeless
I wish I could forget