What I Have To Give

In your own mind, walk a thin line
Counting new cars as they drive by
I was locked out of my own house
In a blackout in the dark clouds, purgatory

Am I ever gonna let it go?
Am I going to forget it? No
I've been doing fine but moving slow
I've been getting good at laying low

Too long, I've been living this life
Four years I've been wasting time, now

I'll be your natural disaster
Don't care what comes after
Wash away the writing on the wall
I'll be the words in your head when
You come to a dead-end
This time I will show you what I have to give

If you're inclined, then you might find
That you're not scared if you walk blind
Blowing smoke out of my own mouth
Can't be too loud, in a big crowd, you'll be sorry

Am I ever gonna let it go?
Am I going to forget it? No
I've been doing fine but moving slow
I've been getting good at laying low

I'll be your natural disaster
Don't care what comes after
Wash away the writing on the wall
I'll be the words in your head when
You come to a dead-end
This time I will show you what I have

To give you is all I have, so don't mind, when I
Go to open the door and let you inside, now I won't let you out

I'll be your natural disaster
Don't care what comes after
Wash away the writing on the wall
I'll be the words in your head when
You come to a dead-end
This time I will show you what I have to give