Not Alive

(Different colored pills, you know the deal
I was doing drugs way before the record deal
Different colored pills, you know the deal, uh)

[Juice WRLD:]
Different colored pills, you know the deal
I was doing drugs way before the record deal
I was fighting love way before the record deal
I ain't even spend no money from my record deal
It's a new day, a little over six months ago
I got a new bae
If you gеt some spare time, ask my еx how her life taste
I bet yo' ass get blocked, ayy
I bet she's still in shock, ayy
I know she ain't forget, ayy

But now I'm at the top with my forever love
It's kinda like forever drugs, I'm outside off her aura
It's dior on her face, no make-up, you still a Sephora
These bitches wearing all this make-up, that shit getting annoying and boring
I bet you when she take it off she looks like Michael Jordan
I bet you when her friend take it off she looks like Ben Gordon
On Instagram she Beyonce, in real life she a Randy Orton
If I saw her on the street, I wouldn't slow up or would floor it

[Kid Laroi:]
Just another day, shit was all cool
Now I can't catch a break, thinking 'bout you
I promised that I wouldn't, but I ran back to you
'Cause one more night alone, just might not be good for
You used to say it was forever, I remember, tryna forget, I can't forget
Still got your makeup on my sweater and I know that it's all over

But memories live forever for the worse or for the better
Can't let you go, my heart won't let her
Can't let you go and you know it, yeah, I put my all in
I gave you whatever, gave you my heart and you broke it, yeah
You were so selfish, did nothing to help me
And I was so blinded but I couldn't help it

[Juice WRLD:]
Different colored pills, you know the deal
I was doing drugs way before the record deal
I was fighting love way before the record deal
I ain't even spend no money from my record deal
It's a new day, a little over six months ago I got a new bae
If you get some spare time, ask my ex how her life taste
I bet yo' ass get blocked, ayy
I bet she's still in shock, ayy
I know she ain't forget, ayy

[Lil Uzi Vert:]
You better be lucky, you take a lil' blow and ain't take no four-four
And I have me about four hoes, load the mini coupe like a four-door, yeah
Telling me something, telling me something that I wanna hear
No one will know baby I am right here
Popping them pills like this shit packs
Rocking that Louis, don't care
I'm rocking that Gucci, I'm rocking that Louis, who put that in your head? God I swear
Who put that in your head? That's a fake dress, she give me head, she can't feel her head
She on her knees, she can't feel her legs, I'm off the Perky, can't feel my back

[Juice WRLD:]
I make love to Ally then I make love to my Glock, uh
I make love to Lotti the we get up and go shop, uh
She can only get three words out, ugh, "Oh my god"
She keep screaming, "Oh my god", baby girl I'm not alive
Baby girl I'm not alive

Different colored pills, you know the deal
I was doing drugs before the record deal
I was fighting love way before the record deal
I ain't even spend no money from my record deal
It's a new day, a little over six months ago I got a new bae
If you get some spare time, ask my ex how her life taste
I bet yo' ass get blocked, ayy
I bet she's still in shock, ayy
I know she ain't forget, ayy

I still see your shadows in my room