Cant Get Happy (Demo)

I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
Cutting friends off who were mean
And I tried to get more sleep
But the roots are planted so deep
Do you think that you could love me if I can't get happy?

And I got back on my meds
Thought I was clearing up my head
But its been 18 hours and probably 5 words that I've said
And you make me feel lovely
But I'm a different kind of hungry
And I can't get happy

And I fixed things with my dad
Told everyone that I'm not sad
Cause I should be progressing by 20
Shouldn't I?
But my brother is getting taller and I'm only feeling smaller
And I can't get happy

I'm scared I might fade away
If no one tells me I'm okay
Cause people seem to look right through me these days

It's not that I want your pity
I just want someone to hear me
No, I don't want your pity
I just want someone to see me
Cause I can't get happy
Oh, I can't get happy

So if you don't call...
I don't blame you at all