Never Was

I was blinded by your light
Brighter than the sun
You were everything to me
The missing piece I dreamed of
You gave me always just enough
To keep me hanging on
And I stayed, didn't wanna give you
Any reason you should move on

Yeah, I told myself
That you were gonna come around
But I lost myself
In the waiting

I wish that I would've been worth it
Somebody that you coulda loved
Spent so long tryna be what you wanted
And it kills me that I never was

Some days, I forget your face
Like you were never there
And some days, it's like I'm right back
In the place where we stood
And I wonder, did you ever
Find somebody better?
Somebody who can make you feel
The way I never could?

I wish that I would've been worth it
Somebody that you coulda loved
Spent so long tryna be what you wanted
And it kills me that I never was

Yeah, I told myself that you were gonna come around
But I lost myself in the waiting

I wish that I would've been worth it
Somebody that you coulda loved
Spent so long tryna be what you wanted
And it kills me that I never was
And it kills me that I never was
Yeah, it kills me that I never was